I seriously hope I won’t regret never experiencing a girl. I love him so much, but I can’t help but wonder. Sometimes I think I’m more queer than I let on to myself. Just once. I want to fuck a girl. goddamnit I’ll suck it up. I love him enough that I can live with [...]
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Queermo.
December 15, 2008
Update
July 10, 2008
Been mostly UP the past two days. Not positive up, but wired up. Still moments of the rollercoaster though. mood swings. Ugh. Today I almost feel productive. Then again, it’s not even 4:00 yet. If you try to soothe the beast, does that mean you are catering to its whims?
Well, golly.
July 8, 2008
I lied. I’m still awake. And I think I have an eating disorder. And not the “cool” kind where you at least look attractive in your fucked-up-edness. I’m afraid to go to bed. I defy it. I hate it. I love it. I’m fucking aspoeirna;asod0aw43. Could be worse. At least I don’t hear tEh VoiCeZ. [...]
July 8, 2008
I am AWAKE! Almost 5am. Going to go lay down Argh!! [Band name deleted for privacy reasons] FRIDAY!
He might be MAN’S best friend….
July 4, 2008
….but he’s not mine! Dogsitting is no fun when said dog wakes up up every 1.5 hours during the night for 5 days in a row, whining and barking. My sleep is fucked up enough as it is. Is this really necessary?? Stupid dog. Hopefully I’ll sleep well tonight. It’s Independence day, and he’s getting [...]
